Happy May 1st. Blake was so sleepy after feeding this morning (we got to sleep in until 6am) he conked right out again. I was able to make breakfast for Andrew before he went to work. We have a functioning household again.
I came to the realization that I am not like other moms. Sure there are those mama bear moments as a mother, but I think I take it to the extreme. Yesterday, I went to the grocery store and had to fight back tears while returning the shopping cart to the front of the store because I wondered how I would ever live with myself if anything ever happened to Blake in those 45 seconds I was away from him. Hopefully, it is just hormones and I will calm down sometime soon.